That’s just a catchy title. Nothing to do with things I am going to put in here. If you’re old enough in this blogging world, having attention-grabber title will act as a lure to get more ‘gotcha’ readers to your statistic. I did this a few times (and will do it subconsciously. Will become a liar if I give fake assurance) but not that stupid enough to repeat it.

I have trouble finding suitable titles for my entries. Most of the times, they would be of random subjects; anything that is playing on my mind. When I bother to change the title, it’ll usually take place in the mid of completing the post. But then, that seldom happens because most of the times, I simply don’t bother to bother.

Some people should learn how to become an ‘ignoramus in disguise’. Trust me. In the long run, you WILL see the benefits. Please, don’t directly swallow my statement. It has to come together with a sound and careful judgement and thorough, in depth analysis. Remember? I am talking about being an ‘ignoramus in disguise’ here and not a TOTAL know-nothing.

Reading people comes with a talent and not merely based on the white papers you can get from any med journal or text book. Just like the diff between the person who memorizes facts and the other who understands ‘em. I just soo happen to discover a wannabe who only gets the chance to ‘read’ me within less than 3 months and already came out with a 50-pages worth of report on ‘Behaviour Study Conducted on Kay’ dated 15th August to 18th October 2005.

Man… THAT IS FUCKINGLY PATHETIC!

On a lighter note, I am still deciding on two things: career and personal issue (of which I am not going to specify). Personal-wise, I like to put it as semi-solved. Career-wise? I am waiting for a sign from God.

It’s Sunday and in a few days time, I am going to travel up north again. Well, at least it’s better than killing myself sitting in The Cubical.

To all new people who wish to make me their friends… one sentence: "Behave well and all will go well".

Am I making myself clear kiddies???

My relationship with The Company hasn’t even reached the second month anniversary yet but I already have 3 minor projects plus a big one in hand. The deadlines? Depending on the cooperation from the clients. Hopefully by the end of next month.

Go on, ask me about my feelings.

A fusion.

Elated, doubts, worry, proud…

Elated because I have 4 projects to handle. This is the time to prove to The Big Boss (provided I don’t screw up the whole thing.) and the time to test my capability of becoming a PM (project manager, mind you).

Successful projects= $ raise + quick promotion = save more $ to travel!

Doubts and worries– the biggest of culprit! The Boss is one tough homo sapien to please, especially if he’s the fussy type. Lagi parah! If I have an emotion break-down, I’ll point the finger to The Boss. Will I screw things up? Will I get the message right? Will I receive positive feedbacks from the clients? What if I don’t…? What if I…

SHUT UP!

Remind me not to fool around.

Proud.

4 vs. 1. Tell me if you’re not proud to be presented with such trust!

I am going to squeeze you like a bug, Buster!

Pray for me. I am gearing up for a battle with my own self.