One fine day…

"Kay…"

"Yup?"

"I know I’ve told you this long before…"

I knew what he’s about to say as if I could read his mind.

"Herm, yeah. You’ve told me a few times already."

"If I am not seeing anyone now, I would’ve asked you to be my girlfriend…"

Casually I replied.

"I know that… But you are now."

************

I refuse to see him for I don’t want to face with another heartbroken.

It’s enough for me to cry another time over a guy who is out of reach.

It’s enough for me to get depressed over something that is not meant to be mine.

It’s enough for me… at least for this year.

If I were to face the same situation again, I pray for it to happen next year.

It’s been a great year.

I’ve learned to deal with situations alien to me.
I met new, great people.
I’ve explored new things.

Most importantly, there’s a progress in my so-called ‘love’ life (if only I could replace that word with something lighter than that…).

Life is indeed beautiful.

In case if you haven’t received my wish yet, ‘Selamat Hari Raya to all of you’.

So many things to mention and so many things to share. But it will always point down towards this one particular not-so-new culprit: right mood, wrong timing.

Heh!

Just a quick one:

1) Dad was admitted to the hospital. For those who know him, it’s nothing serious. It’s just the case of ‘I’m being my own doctor’. Don’t worry, no removal of any part of his body. Just a procedure to scrape his dead epidermis. You can see the gory image of it from my sister’s Myspace.

Budak tu memang gedik!

2) While in the hospital, I got the chance to talk with a mentally disturbed NeNe from Myanmar who has a cheekbone that will definitely make Tyra Banks proud.

Serious tak tipu.

But thankfully I managed to survive the whole ‘Hi how are you doing’ without being beaten or so.

Horror gak sket.

3) I’ve learnt so many things. Among them is about being super careful in what you wish for.

I used to tell myself that there’s no way for me to involve with Sean. He’s no more than a mental stimulator (no hidden meaning here ok). But things changed. As I allow myself to spend more time with him, I get more and more attracted to him.

Again, spooky but true.

The moral of the story is, God is great. Be careful of what you wish for for they might make you lick your own spit back (direct translasi dari peribahasa Melayu)

4) Don’t ask me about Team Teaching. I have too many things to deal with now. The project is getting near to its end (should I say ‘Yay’ here? Tapi a bit sedey jugak ada)

5) Herm… the project. I wish to have a new start come 2008. I can’t reveal the plan yet as the uncertainties are there still.

6) I want to go to Bali but it’s going to be the wet season by the time I hit there.

Other than that, Kay is leading a (almost) perfect life. She hasn’t applied for her Raya break yet.

Nak apply cuti pun ada procrastination.

Haish!