How time flies. The anticipation has finally arrived. The ending has already appeared. Maybe I should trust my gut feeling more. Throughout these two weeks, it didn’t react with the anticipation of the fact that I’m ending my current job soon, as if I still need to  stick around for a little longer. And it’s true enough. Just after lunch, I received a news that the MoE requires the respective parties to prepare a set of report to be given to them.

Having been the only person in charge of the project, I have to assist my manager, or rather, HER assisting me to meet the teachers. So, instead of today being the last day for me, it’s being extended to Tuesday. I don’t mind though. Like I said, my gut feeling prepared my mind for the possibilities.

Weekend has been good. I am not going to talk much on the election; just a piece of advice to the ruling party- let it be a lesson well learnt to you. To the oppositions- congratulations and hope you’ll keep (most of) your promises because based on my closest personal experience, there will be a time when we’ll get sick and tired of listening to the phrase ‘it’s gonna happen soon’ when the truth is, nothing’s actually going to take place.

And trust me, I’ve learnt to be patient but everything in this world has a boundary (even I doubt the space is infinity). I’ve reached mine and it looks like the people have reached theirs as well.

All the best to us!

On the other note, I’ve reached my final week in The Office. The anticipation is high. I’m not sure if it is due to the excitement of having to finally ‘retreat’ from the monotonous routine or the excitement to start a new challenge.

All the best to The Office (especially The Boss)!

I’m glad that I stick to the decision of resigning by mid March. The
2-weeks break is very much needed. Not only I need it to get TT back on
track, it is also the time for me to ‘reorganize’ my life (berbunyi
horror kan?).

All the best to me!

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I should check this week’s horoscope because these couple of days saw me meeting or rather, re-communicating with old friends.

It’s good though.

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On a not so good note, I am a victim of credit card identity fraud. Apparently somebody was trying to conduct online transaction of a tech gadget worth £217.

Thanks to my ‘good’ spending behaviour, the transaction failed (and it saved my ass from suffering from the financial loss) and they immediately cancel my card.

Alamak… what about the transaction I made last Friday??? If it didn’t manage to go through, I will later have to drive sans insurance. I can live with expired road tax (even now I gleefully drive without a single trace of worry) but to drive around with no insurance to cover my ass is a chance I refuse to take.

*looking at her ass…*

I love my ass…. :(

So, after this incident, will I stop myself from doing any online transaction?

Nope.

I will still do my quarterly purchases online and even book tickets digitally.

I don’t blame the thief for being able to steal my card’s information.

It’s me that I should blame.

I neglected the firewall.

I will have a word with the credit card support once I get my replacement plastic cash and implementing certain rules to my online purchases.

I don’t like my handwriting that much. I used to like it back in high school but as composing in lined papers is being replaced by the auto-aligned-fancy-fonts-no-ruler-needed wordprocessors, the writing skill (as in the ability to sustain the conformity of size and direction of words) has deteriorated drastically.

Oh wait a minute! Why am I having such opening?

Takda lah… it’s just that I’m trying my best to conceal the hodoh-ness of my handwriting on my calendar by writing notes on small strips of colourful sticky notes.

At least the colours can overshadow the scribblings… and turn my organizer into a fancy pieces of paper. Lagi banyak events, lagi fancy!

But the strips just serve the purpose of ‘beautifying’ my calendar, but not much on making me alert.

I screwed up on my friends’ wedding dates and the other few events. Yang sepatutnya kawen this week, pegi letak the other week, yang kawen hari Ahad pegi letak hari Sabtu, Hafla yang sepatutnya 15th, diletak dekat 1st…

Aiyoh…

What is the happening???

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I’ll be having my 2nd TT tonight. Smaller crowd. Good for me. Only the revision needed. Thank God for the timing. I’ll have time to tweak my brain. No new combo for this week. It’s still Trash Jam. The mind isn’t at its best state. Could be the PMS.

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Step Up 2… okay la. I still like Save The Last Dance better.

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Sleepy…

The Jam mania arrives just when I need a dose for my lacking of motivation. Saturday event was a blast! The new release is even more insane than the previous ones. That is only one reason to that- IT HAS HIP HOP BLOCK Y’ALL!!!

Having instructors from Indonesia and Singapore together with us is enough to shake the hall! The moves are insane! Not in term of complexity but the coolness of them. Expect a lot of upper body works as I woke up on Sunday with aches all over my body. The shoulder roll lah… reverse body roll lah… so all the rollings are going to be there. No muscle will be left unstirred…

Oh yeah, just when we were just being electrified by Jam44, we already being presented with the snippit of Jam45. Sounds scary though…

Jammers - this release (45) totally rocks.  Just got back from NZ
and the filming for 45 and you are going to be blown away when you get
this DVD.  The dancing is freakin’ hard out - balls to the wall - make
you sweat - good stuff!!!!  Technically some hard moves - i.e. a
butterfly kick that rocked all of our worlds when G had us doing it
like 75 times in a row to get it right :)!!!!!!!  Can’t wait!

Laura Wilson

The tracks:

Body Jam 45

• Work (Freemasons Remix) - Kelly Rowland
• Bring Em Out - T.I
• Feedback - Janet Jackson
• Killing in The Name Of - Rage Against the Machine
• Voodoo People (Pendulum Mix) - The Prodigy
• Livin’ A Lie - The-Dream feat. Rihanna
• The Anthem - Pitbull feat. Lil Jon
• Television Rules the Nation - Daft Punk
• With Every Heartbeat (Coronell Remix) - Robyn
• Silence (not sure what remix) - Delerium feat. Sarah McLachlan
• Somebody Else’s Guy - Jocelyn Brown                               

Lihat betul-betul! Ada RATM and The Prodigy people! It’s gonna be wicked!

Adoih…

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It’s going to be a busy month. I’ve finally dropped the bomb to The Boss. The date is fixed. I am going to leave by mid March. I couldn’t help myself but to feel a little sad upon exiting the door. Been receiving ‘It’s okay, life goes on…’ phrase from a few friends.

Yeah, life is about moving on…

… to a better thing.

Some things remain unknown to me, on whether it’s time for me to move on or to allow myself to stay a little longer, with the hope that something positive will happen.

Macam tak jek…

It’s expected though. My luck in that department is no longer a surprise, so I am not putting any hope on that, not at this moment though.

Enough of that. I have more important things to focus on. The hand-over, the TT, the weddings and the list goes on and on and on…