Tuesday was such a tough day. Very bad. It’s the day I ‘decided’ to be sloppy. Sloppy in term of the clothes I wore, the amount of attention I had on my work and not to forget the way I handle the frustration on how things went around.

The energy flow was bad. It felt as if something has sucked the prana out of me.

I met RB with dark clouds on top of my head. It was supposed to be something I should face with a positive vibe as it was the day he became a proud owner of a place he calls HOME.

Not good.

Turned out that the both of us had quite a day at work.

However, mine was apparent.:(

But like they always say, no matter how bad the ‘weather’ is, the sight of the one you love will have the energy to bring the sunshine back to you.

And yes, it works wonders.:)

Just having someone to comfort you with hugs is enough to do the work. :)

The next day, I received this from The Boss:

“I know why you’ve been making mistakes. Because you’re in love, you become detached from the world. You get ‘high’. So go Vertiver yourself to ‘ground’ you. Put a drop on each feet, rub onto the sole. I’ve put some Jojoba in the tester outside as it has thicken. That should do the trick for a while!”

Whoa… could that be the possible reason behind it???

At the same time, I sought some assistance from Peppermint and Lavender to clear the negative energy.

I’m back on track, trying to rearranging and restructuring the bits and pieces I overlooked while being in my sloppy period.

One day is enough to cause the trouble.

I don’t need another one.

Note: Vertiver is Lemongrass-like plant. It has rich, woody, earthy and smoky aroma. It is called ‘The Oil of Tranquility’. Empowers the activity of the base chakra, promoting a sense of security and stability. Supports a balanced connection to the earth and material world. Aids the development if patience and stillness. Deeply relaxing, eases tension, worry and fear.

After putting up this picture as my FB profile picture, not only my price went up from merely 100K to almost 100million (I play Friends For Sale), I even received a call from a friend who onws a boutique asking for a favour to model his collection.

And it happened yesterday.

If it wasn’t because of the (typically) late celebrities (who were supposed to start their shoots at 12 but only took place 2 hours after), we could’ve completed everything before 9 (or even before).

This is one of the reasons why being a Malaysian celebrity isn’t in my ‘Things I’d Do If I Don’t Have 9-5 Job’ list.

That is apart from the fact that I’d have to surrender my freedom as an everyday people…

Going back to my session…

Apart from shedding waterfalls of tears while in the process of sticking and taking off the fake eyelashes and the 2-hours worth of make-up application, the whole thing was FUN.

Oh, my biggest thank you goes to…

1. Eusopth for the opportunity and honour to pose of your collection (You know I LOVE the Baju Rosalinda frames.).
We can always work out another arrangement in the future but by that time it’ll be 3k per frame! LOL!

2. Akak Tyra for the body posture coach in every Cycle. ;)

3. The Directorzzzz (Mr. Popstar and Mr. Pink apart from the Head Director ;)

4. The Photographer for being such a cool lot! Kasi edit baek punya alright!

5. Last but definitely not the least- Harper’s Bazaar. :D

Watch out for this space!

The most favourite shot voted by them peeps. A little touch-up by Pat on the exposure. Another friend requested for the same picture to be retouched. Will see how the result after he’s done with it.

Truthfully, I’d say NO for my single picture to be captured and even if I am left with no option, I’d pull out my goofy faces.

This shot is impromptu. What initially was a request for the shot of my feet soaked inside the foot spa solution, later became more than that. I was requested for a face shot.

There are a few more pictures taken in the second session to which I’ve yet to view (yes, The Big Boss demanded for the second session from the photographer due to his unsatisfactory work). Looking forward to seeing them! :)

And this is my FIRST time.

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Update 1: I’ve obtained my long awaited explanation and I think I am ready to forgive for the sake of the 8-years old friendship.

Be it 8 years or not, I can always opt for total ignorance when it comes to mending it if I want to.

Because I’ve done it before.

And I don’t mind doing it again.

However, for this one, I’ve decided to forgive…

… but certainly not ‘forget’.

Like they always say, ‘once bitten twice shy’.

It’ll definitely take some time.

Update 2: Another answer I’ve been looking for for 9 freaking years finally surfaced. I now know why God made me wake up one day hating this bunch of people. Turned out they are actually a group of bad chi that one should avoid.

And you know how thankful I was (and am) when I even went to the extent of extending my arms to the sky and thanking God for the sign given!

I know I can always trust my instinct when it comes to avoiding bad people!

I just had to make sure that I watched Toll Gate Girl from beginning till end last night as it has always been one of my favorites.

As I re-digest the drama, for some reasons, I couldn’t help but to relate it with it…

“A girl who still holds her culture close to her heart…

A city boy whose world revolves around work and himself…

The guy was invited to celebrate Hari Raya with the family…

The guy later falls in love with the host…”

Amy Mastura is just cute!

Rashid Salleh was a total sweetheart- a direct contrast to Amy Mastura’s ‘gila-gila’ antics.

It definitely one of the dramas I don’t mind watching over and over and over again. :)

Due to the airing time (at freaking 11pm!), I only managed to slumber at around 3am…

That was after preparing my clothes at 1am for today’s meetings, Zahra’s Skype message at 1.30am, ‘lulling’ RB to sleep (as he is still having problem with jetlag) at 2 and Weeds text at 3.

Kay’s Y!M status- “… is not going to turn her 2nd half of the day into a productive one because she is sleepy”

I will definitely hit home early tonight.

Footnote:

Leave home at 7.30am and reach the office at 8.45 = 1.25 hours journey with lots of cursing in the middle.

or

Leave home at 9am and reach the office at 9.45am = 45 minutes journey with a peace of mind.

I am damn lucky for being able to get the latter.

Heh!

In less than a day, RB will arrive in KL… for good. That is the highlight for the week, or maybe from the day I received the confirmation news from both his new and former employer. :)

So tomorrow, Valentine’s Day (not that I celebrate this day anyways) will have a new meaning to me. :))

On a not so light note, I had the worst hair experience ever, which sent me to sleepless nights and the fear to shampoo and comb my own hair.

So much for the curiousity to experiement.

I am still in the middle of getting my mane treated. My heart beat twice the speed each time I brush my hair for the fear of seeing unacceptable strands of hair falling off from my head.

Horror tau tak!

But now I’ve come to term with the shit I put myself into and just pray for the worst NOT TO HAPPEN.

Flo asked me the other day on switching to a new blog domain.

Truthfully, I haven’t thought of that one despite FS being quite a pain in the ass now.

Maybe, just maybe… :)

Have a nice weekend (because I know I will ;)